rose's sweet sixteen

hey guys it's been awhile.

you're probably thinking that i've been busy with school,sports,have attended a lot of events,you know,the cool stuffs that's why i haven't been blogging. well,no. i just got nothing to talk about. i apologies.

Anyway, on the 10th of November my friend that i have known since primary school celebrated her birthday! she is finally sixteen!! :) 

Rhiannon!

Anas & Dan :)

Rosemary

im serious the desserts taste better than what it looks like.

It's so weird how you know someone for so long and have seen them through the years but never really knew that they already have grown up. We have. And it's weird because you see them when they were 7, and then the next thing you know they're 11,12 and now 16 and it's mind-blowing how we grow up so fast,and everything seems to change in just a blink of an eye.

empty mind

IU day (International Understanding day) was last week and it was a great way to spend my Sunday. although the heat is killing me,i had fun.everything there was so colorful and at one point i was just looking around at each stall because they're so pretty.

Anyway,dint get to blog lately because i have to study.exams are next week and i dont know why am i using that as an excuse not to blog because honestly, i've not been studying but i've been daydreaming. i mean,really,whats wrong with me? just yesterday when i tried to study additional maths,i realized that there are so much more i need to learn! i started freaking out so i went to bed again,daydreaming. i guess that's why my pimples are on me again -.-

Craving food all day

first,i want to say how thankful i am for Jesus to die on the cross for all of us.there's like millions of people in this world yet God manage to know each and every on of us.and He loves us truly.isn't that amazing?:) and three days after he rose up from the tomb and is alive!This goes to show that God is powerful and great.

so last Friday,my gorgeous best friend Judith and i,went to eat out the whole day.i mean,when can you spend your money for food only?since we have school and church and all so..

first we ate lunch in sushi king,city mall. to be honest,i've been there before and my dad even have the membership card but the whole year we never eat there.what a waste of money there.and it wasn't nice.i mean the salmon is not juicy(if that's how you describe it) and stuff like that.but she wanted to try so we went there.lol.

what a lunch!we were so full but we kept on going.then after that,we went to see books in popular to give our stomach a rest.haha.i saw mocking jay but i wanted the first book,hunger games,but it got sold out:/ then we went to Giant supermarket to,i dont know,look around.and then we bought biscuits dipped in with chocolate from the chocolate fountain.oh it was yummyyyyy.it was still warm when we got it.so you know how delicious it is when it is still served fresh.

big apple donut!

it was definitely fun and something i want to remember.we're appreciating the food that is given and i can eat all day.just sayin. and yesterday was also interesting:) im just going to keep that to myself.till then!x

orange tuesday

after school my dad sent me to the clinic again.its like i have been taking four different kinds of cough medicine  already for the past few weeks and i still dont get it why im not healed yet.plus i have been getting a little headache (I know right im only 15 and a half and i have headache.its like i have tons of problems yet to be solved). and i dint go for interact club.i feel bad for not going but im sure to make it up to them by going this Thursday,if there is. 

and by the way,it has been really hot and i can't focus on studying and heck,even doing anything at all. even i sweat at night.and i dont normally sweat at night(of course,who does?) on a regular basis but i can feel it crawling in under my shirt.really the ozone layer is not thickening by the day.and yes i most probably have something to do with it.and so do you. lol anyway,my add maths homework keeps growing and i have just successfully completed one small chapter of it.bye.

little one

yesterday after church my mom decides to bring little ara back home to have lunch together.you're probably thinking my mom kidnapped her.haha no.Ara's mom din't mind and said it's okay. it's fun having a little kid running around the house since i dont have a little brother or sister of my own.anyway,she knows how to take pictures and get a make-up and all.she is advance!she's so adorable and sometimes a little hard to take care of.hehe she gets pretty hyper at times.

anyway last night my mom and i went to an indian restaurant for dinner and my,indian foods are so delicious!they have the best food anyone can offer. before arriving there i was already hungry and when the aroma of the chicken tandoori went in to my nostrils my stomach grumbled.and the garlic naan, don't even get me started.it tastes so good and i usually dont eat garlic,but this made me love garlic!the chicken tandoori was the highlight of the dish and after squeezing lime over it, it tasted 2365487  times better!i mean you guys should totally try it!ugh even talking about it makes me hungry.

dancing grasses

                                   
 i've been craving for junk foods since last week.i manage to get one yesterday and it wasn't enough.so i had this hot stuff and i ate it all in less than twenty minutes.darn i have to start eating healthy.i guess you can say i have high metabolism that's why i don't get fat easily.and it's probably in the genes. BUT,i still need to be careful of what i eat.

anyway,i almost fell asleep during maths class.i mean,i was just under the fan and a little to the left and it was cold and i can easily fall asleep but then i remember every time someone slept during maths class,the teacher will wake you up in front of everybody and ask you to go and solve a mathematical question on the whiteboard which obviously they wont know since they're asleep.you can feel the shame.i guess that's what you get for sleeping way past your bed time.

oh and i got my period today but it din't hurt as much like it use to.whenever i get my period,my stomach curls up and its soooo pain and i can just lay down in bed and cover myself up with blanket.

AND I SURVIVE ONE WHOLE WEEK WITHOUT BEING LATE TO SCHOOL!

yes!i finally achieve something this week.like words can't even describe this feeling.or maybe im just over reacting.since i always come late to school and having my name written in the..book that the prefects use to write students name and stuff,so i am happy with myself.i manage to not get my time schedule all unorganized.

too much to take in

my mind is occupied with things that are unnecessary and i can't even think of what to write about.i feel like i have been disconnected with the world and when i want to write something,my brain just shuts off.and every time i try to post,i feel like i'm being judged or commented on.like every single detail of my life is being judged by human beings.i just feel like i'm lack of inspiration and i cant dig deep in to my thoughts. Instead,i just sit here,eyes locked on the screen of the laptop,not knowing what to do or think.and sometimes,sitting down for a long time is a lot painful than it looks like.some days,i just feel like lying down in bed so my legs can rest. i've been sitting my butt down in front of the laptop for days trying to figure out what to do and now it seems like the internet is not a very entertaining place for me anymore.facebook and tumblr and all,i'm just tired of it.and after watching running man ( i sorta did like a marathon for it for the past 3 days), i have no idea what to do next. and homework is definitely not part of my list. i'm just wasting my time with loads of crap that has nothing to do with my life.

hiccups

Ariel gave me this pen from Taiwan

something about today made me realize that my life was just a passing through.Like I just go through the day without accomplishing something or feel something or the fact that i was just another person heading nowhere.maybe it was literature.make sense?not at all.And i've been trying to do my homework but i don't know where to start.so i think that's why i've been postponing it over and over again.nyeh,oh well.

Anyway,my best friend Judith lend me her cd 'Madae's big happy family' and it was hilarious!i'll post a scene from it next time.

hit em up

since i've never posted any pictures,i feel like i need to because you know,it just look so dull without pictures.

went camping on Chinese new year.it was nice to get away from all the hustle and bustle in the city and just enjoy the breeze and peace in kaiduan.i miss that place.

our youth shirt

sweets! and that one cracker.

ya anyway,i din't follow the marching competition because i dont know,i never heard from them so..
the holidays are coming and it's a good time for me to catch up all that i've learned.so i can be in the same pace as everybody.but every time i say to myself that i am going to study for real,i never did. I never do stuff.it's always in my mind but on the outside i never seem to care. weird.

i personally love this song. it's just good.

late

as usual,i'm late for school.as soon as the bell rings,i was the first one who was late and boy were the prefects on time.and not like any other day,today a lot of students were. it was a long line of blue and white uniforms in the hallway. got to be honest, going to school late was my kind of time and i'm used to it and it's weirdly much better since i don't have to sit down in the hall with no chairs and the heat around the hall,it's killing me. Luckily today, i din't have to do any work like throwing the rubbish or water the plants and stuff like that. Actually we were suppose to but when the prefects asked all of us to go the other hallway,all of us went back.just like that.lol. And i have always been late, i don't know any other excuse that i can think of. i've tried making it different all the time,to make it look more convincing,but i think the prefects have known by now.

without exception

have you ever been forced to do something you don't like to do?i'm sure we all have and i'm not over exaggerating about me being force or basically had no choice but to follow kawad in school. the competition is in less than two days and the girl guide have just started practicing and i don't know about them but the last time i followed kawad was when i was in primary school. my friends and i literally had no choice since there's only a few who joined in. And it was terrible. Today the seniors thought us a few basics and all.one of them was shouting at us that we need to be alert and have to give our all.I mean hello?we just started our first ever practice a few minutes ago and now you want to yell at us? no me gusta. i skipped class just to be yelled at?hah. no way. I'd rather study Bm than listen to some girl complaining that we ain't good enough.

first

so this is my first post and i'm hoping that this time this blog will be updated and can stay longer than the blog i had before which was 4 years back.it only lasted less than a month.what can i say.i was young and had no idea how to run a blog.hopefully this time around i can update this blog as much as i can. and i think i will because it's now part of my to achieve list.yay!